Got a call last night from my sister at 1am. My dad hadn't been home yet. She seemed worried, real worried. I told, as I was half asleep to calm down, and be assured he is fine and will be home later most likely. well, he did come home, at 4 am. My sister and brother waited up for him and were pissed. It turns out my dad met a young lady. Fair enough. But there is mad drama at the family units. The wonderful dynamics of divorce. New loves flair, and family distress ensues. It is life that God has granted us, and I think we get too caught up in it. Its like we forget to love and just dwell on how we can not. It is what it is right now. Kinda hurts to the heart, to see distress and the 'moving on'.
Today was another relaxing day. Minimal music, but a lot of work on the website here. I am feeling good for the first time about my website. It is fully my art direction. Another great victory is I finally feel confident in my mixing and songwriting skills. In this next album I believe that God will bless me with some success. When I feel confident I get truly experimental, I get really creative. I feel like I can bend the elements, and put things to my will. God grants me with wonderful dips and peaks.
"For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand." E:6:12
23.11.07
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