First off, this is my first post here at my new site. Congrats!
This Thanksgiving was rather odd. It was filled with a void, an empty seat at our table. My father decided not to come to our dinner. Recently my father and mother divorced, well I say recently but it was like 5 years ago. It still seems like yesterday they were together. My mother has moved on and found a new boyfriend. He seems like an ok fellow, but time will tell. My mom is going to Mexico tomorrow, and my father felt ill about coming to dinner knowing that my mother would be leaving on a long trip with his 'replacement' in the next morning. So, for the first time, a Thanksgiving incomplete. Understandably as well.
The dinner absent of my dad was awkward, and empty. My brother, being severe ADHD or just an ass, who knows. He was causing some havoc with his profusive eff-bombs and negativity that was a beacon of hate. A bashing of the tv show 'Heroes' ensued, with no apparent relevance to life itself. My sister seemed bummed our dad was not there, and my mom just tried to hold things together. Our family seems to fall and fall. Yet we still smile. God is rejected by my sister and brother, and it shows, without Jesus guiding them they seem lost and malcontent. I pray for them everyday.
Well, today was mostly a relaxing day, I beat Assassins Creed, worked on the new site, and just vegged out. Tomorrow I look to try and finish off a song. I am looking to get this new album/charity raiser by next year, first of next year done.
Beautiful.
"For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand." E:6:12
22.11.07
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