11/25/2007

Well, its Sunday and my 4 Day vacation from the Work week is winding to a close. Its sad in a sense, cause I did nothing musically. Almost like subconsciously I gave up. Maybe, or maybe not. I tell you what though, I sure do feel recharged. Its weird. I am mad that I got nothing done. But that is just the stupid vicious cycle. I wonder if all artists go through this? It rings me to another observation. I notice the successful people in their fields bore ahead, smartly, but none the less there is no idleness. No laziness, nothing served up to them on a silver platter. Even the wealthy and their family still have to work to maintain success. If they lay idle, just like in Proverbs, they will fall. I notice I am lazy.

Its about having a vision for your art and boring forward. To have that blessing by God and not lay idle with it. Now that I realize to the extent I do of my laziness. Its the application. The step forward. The prayer of strength and guidance. So, it feels good also to know your own faults, because if you ignore them, then you will never grow. The positive twists.

Now that the website is done, I got content, an album and charity to raise. Beautiful.