11/27/2007

I always get this: "But don't you want to make money?". I get that a lot! Do I want that to be my driving force? Should that be a driving force period? I admit sometimes I feel inadequate as a person that I do not make much money. That is sad, truly it is. Driving home from work yesterday, I saw a bumpersticker that summed up the truth: "Relax, God is in charge." Following up by reading Proverbs last night, and came across, to paraphrase 'How are you going to worry about tomorrow when you have no idea what today holds.' Thats so beautiful and true. You never know what today holds and a lot of people, including myself get caught up in tomorrow. Not to say it isn't ok to work hard for a possibly better future, because God does want us to work hard. But to bank on the future is the error, to depend on it. We lose our todays waiting for the tomorrows.

Worked hard yesterday in shorter time, and I felt good. One song at a time. One tone at a time, one note at a time. I am glad when I will get a song done, I am hoping it will cause an avalanche effect. Hey, relax, God is in charge.